everything is coming...

university life is fulfill with assignments projects and activities
it seems like a traditional for me
i am always active
and it seems like i join something that is not related to my career
this is call life i think
holiday already
but i just sit there
doing nothing
Friends told me statistic need exam till chapter seven after holiday
i start to panic
why thins come so fats
i need breathe
but at the same time i didn't regret one thing
that is i joined ptum
i am the actor inside this activity
it need a very tough training
need suffer need spend my time
but i feel my happiness there
instead of keep on study
and taking all that business projects
this is my interest
to act
to sign
to dance
to laugh
everything is so nice
when back to reality
i need to face business world
now um is like very dramatic
many people have bad hearted
we don't know ho is good
who is the devil
evil is now at everyone heart
i already start to worry
why people can become like tat...
to get something maybe for them
really need to sacrifice something
using tactic to achieve their aim
wow...
i really need to adapt
everything is changing
it is like a small society
plenty of human being
different types
next week examinations
i hope i won't failed...everyone please do your best ya...
go go go!!!

same sex? walao...and how about aiesec?

today when i back um
i have to take lrt...
my gosh...two girls
i can't imagine why they can do such thing at lrt
a public place
crowded spot
many pairs of eyes is looking at them
but hey so close
they hug each other
and lastly
they kiss
non stop
my gosh
actually i never say i will
look down or discriminate them
but at least they must understand
at public place
they should have a respect to others
since there are so many people inside
even children
really a bad culture...
then when check mail
AIESEC send me a mail
to pursue me to join
actually sincerely I'm interested with it
but seems like my schedule is full
I'm thinking how i want to spend time with it
but i really hope be one of the member
because i know i can learn a lot through this club
but again i need to choose
there are a lot of department
i don't know which one is suitable for me..
from last time till now
the thing i hate he most is decision
i hate to think
all because i lack of confident
haiz....
i hate this behaviour
a good leader or manager should know all these
but what i lack of
is a very essential aspect
i really hope i can change...take this challenge this time
i want to decide which department...