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Wednesday, September 23, 2009

sorry my frens....

to my good buddy and friends...
i not purpoesly not spend time with you all...
not purposely dun go movie with you all..
but now really different..
hoilday really short...
i join a lot of activities
my mom sick d...
i really hope to spend most with mom...
now i not single anymore
need to accompany gf...
but reach certain phase
i'm sure you all will be alike me
just maybe i start first
and please dun worry about pregnancy
our friend do such thing
but i swear...
i won't
i know what i am doing now...
anyway next time back go movie with you all....
i always fair de...dun worry
haha...take care everybody...

Monday, September 21, 2009

how!!!!!!

why no one bother me? why? i feel suffer...
i really dun know wat to do...
please anyone can give me a road to walk?
i really feel frustrated...
when early time
they always wish to see me to have a gf
but why?
now if pound somebody i like
why want to stop me...
why want to ignore me?
mom...you not respect me at all..
i just asking can let ehr go ipoh or not
why
u say messy?
u say dun disturb you....
i am hurt...
this is the girl i like...
why no one accept her
i very suffer ah....
can release me?
i can't stand le...
dad also ignoire...
just now he say peggy is my classmate or friend
that's all...
what can i do?
i really lost all my confidence...
i never expect more than that le...
total upset...
don't bother me anymore...!!!

Thursday, September 10, 2009

mix feeling

recently really like everything also feel not good
not my cup of tea
feeling everything is going wrong
i also don't know why I'll think like that
i try to mix less with Neo they all
even accounting friends...
i know we are different
this is a reality that we can't avoid forever
what they join what they talk is totally not my side
i start to lost topic with them
i don't know why i will think so frustrated
i start to hate myself
haiz haiz haiz
in faculty i can't cope with most of the subject
i start to give up
actually i really not time study le
but i also won't give up my interest towards performance
when the situation keep worsening
it's hard for me to survive
haiz haiz haiz
then i realise accounting student
no matter accounting club, their study, their performance also much more better than us
it is a very negative and sad thing for me
i like studying in a low quality course
haiz...why why?
i really don't understand..
then for ptum..
ya..i do remember i promise will practise as hard as possible although I'm a minor character
but this really too minor
i sit more than act
it is boring
i start to feel boring
haiz...
some more now take my whole raya holiday
no more family no more friends
some more no more time for peggy
it's very suffer
who can tell me what to do
haiz
i hope everyone can forgive me
i really very tension now
everything is blur
how to face final?
i don't know....
tanent,your destiny at um
you must face it toughly ah...