human nature

is it everyone also know jealous?
or should i say is it normal to be jealous?
as i said last time..
i easily jealous..
i dun want when will i jealous..but
i guarantee most of the same i in a dilemma
whether
wanna know more or not
i am very messy
things wanna know more
but when i know everything
i feeling not good again...
because i start jealous..
this is a very bad habit...
i think i already meet the top level..
actually another problem is
CHOOSE
life need to make many decision
good or bad
we need to experience
we need to choose our life..
our study..
our love
our feeling..
even our body..
when two nature trying to enforce on me..
i know i will choose to give up
won't think anymore
won't choose anymore....
because i know
not everybody have the ability to choose instead of being chosen...