confusing day

today i really feel very happy
i can go out with peggie..
when she kiss my chick
i feel very nice..
i think this will be a fabulous night...but...
when i reach home...
my mom keep on murmuring me
she even check my thing without my permission...
well..
then she ask where my 200 ringgit go...
that one i early at college already got tell her i take money
she never trust me
i feel very suffer..
she even say she is my mom..
the one who grow me up with money
she can know everything about me
can check me..
no need respect
i am the one who need to respect her only...
what reason is that
she still i 13 or 14 years old
ya definitely i not old
but i also consider at more than 18
got own thinking
she cannot always think that
i am a child
must under control
she at least have to understand what is the freedom for me
dear..i hope you will not mind i sleep early tonight..
i know you sure understand me...