good planning doesn't mean good result

we now plan all for the trip
where to go
where to live
how to go
all these suppose
an adult like me
should can handle
looks like
i always lacks of confidence
sincerely
i very nervous
these two days
i keep on sweating
for the trip
this is a very easy job
four person take train
then travel
why i can be so nervous?
i can't find an answer
is it because i too depend on family
is it because i really can't have a night outside
is it because luxury at home have lock me
is it because i scare my parent s worry or disappointed
why i got so many question in my mind
if i really can't make a simple decision
how i want to be a leader
a boss
a family head
a father
a son
even
as a student
and now coming
some more a university student
am i ready for that?
it's showtime
prove that you can do this simple job first..