planning-study+love

today
peggie suddenly tell me
she want planning
well
this will not be strange to me
because we really need good planning
planning of the combination of love and study
basically i got no objection
but i got some questions
is it bad thing or good?
what kind of planning?
i should consider about what?
today at cameron
my dad keep on telling me
how to choose girl friend
the thing he scare actually
forward and backward
it's all about money
he scare i being cheated
even he scare i need to take care my wife family somomore
he said
when salary only enough for my own family
i still have to spend money for my wife parents even her siblings
then how?
so he call me to find a girl
not really rich
but at least is able to ensure the family can live
without my contribution
this kind of thing
i really don't know what to answer
my family actually facing the problem
that's why my dad want me to think about it
money money money
why love must relate with money?>
everything also money
under such condition
where can i get the confidence to get couple!!!!

love is? accept or change?

i just listen some advice from my friend
i don't know it is true or not
but i thinking about it now
he got notice
me and my girlfriend
keep on changing each other
i always try to change
my habit
my behaviour
my character
she also keep on changing everything
for this relationship
my friend ask me why
i start panic
because my brain is blank
this question suddenly
hit my heart
a question
why should i change
why should she change
actually since very beginning
we should think
can we accept each other
not only at specific part
from appearance
then behaviour habit
positive thing
negative thing
all!!!
not like now
yesterday she ask me
how to be my dream girlfriend
she don't understand
actually i just want the original her
not another her
who is trying to change all
just because of me
we are human being
we cannot be perfect
love
being couple
we should understand out partner
we have to accept
have to be patient
your partner is being chosen by yourself
you love her
then only you choose her
so never want her change
as well as make sure she also can accept you
only acceptation can ensure a long lasting relationship
because
without acceptation
quarrel
unhappy
sadness
all these will follow
then it is very easy for a couple to break
bond between couple is very strong
but don't be the one who make the bond
become weaker and weaker....

worry..

just now i message my friend
i really scared Peggie will jealous again
actually
i don't know why
every time she don't want reply me
my heartbeat very fast
i got no mood to do things
i can't lose her now
maybe like Chinese idiom
hero can't skip from pretties trick..haha
laugh out loud..
Peggie got ask me
is it she control me too much
i think yes
but i don't it's a bad sign
it can be considered
good
at least i can know
she always care of me
i think i have to love and care her more
well...
i not romantic at all
this is what she know
everybody know
but at least she can accept
i must be more romantic
now she like a rewards for me
from the god
i will appreciate her
dear...
daily 10 pm onwards
I'll remember...