80

the world got many 80
80 shirts
80 dollars
80 years old
80 kg
but today i receive 80 message at the same time
she send back all the message i send to her before
got sweet
got scold
got not syok
maybe like that she will more happy...
but when i read back the message..
i start to think
certain message is very negative
i dun know she save it is for?
i really dun know what am i feeling now?
everytime feel messy
i will write it out
maybe i really treat blog as a place for me to shout all wat i think
childish?
is she childish?
passion?
is she too passion in love?
or selfish?
i slefish?
irresponsible?
i irresponsible in love?
i got no idea...
the phone keep ringing
the message i get i hope can keep for good memory
but when i realize
there are a lot of bad message
i start thinking
all the couple memory
mostly are negative....
well..
when she say she will not couple anymore
enough make me guilty...