H a T e

it should come to an end
i really make it suffer for a long time
why i couldn't make a decision
why i will consider a lot
i care too much
and i feel i really got no idea what i should do
somebody say hate is the best solution
but if possible i also don't want any hate occur to me
please~~
i could be the angel
but it will just appear more misunderstanding
i start feeling friends after partner is difficult
even it's weird
now the situation is
left walk near is sea right walk near is volcano
either one may cause suffer
what is friends?
concern?
passion?
care?
non stop communication?
when u are getting blur~~~
my gosh
it's going to have a decision
if not
like my friend said
a rubber band can be pulled as long as possible
but why not cut it rudely
to prevent it to get longer and longer till break it itself?