the real failure

do you know what is real failure?
a real failure is people treat you as the top
but instead you are the poorest and nothing
internal failure
dislike such feeling
dislike being the lowest
dislike the feeling of guilty
because seems like it's all my fault
being studying nothing
being enjoying
lastly the only thing
that know is i get a worst result
ya...
now i regret
very regret
when more people asking the same question
and i answering the same answer
the people will show the same face and appearance..
useless already a signboard for me
got one senior saying that
we should never satisfy with any average result
but i already done...
the only thing can do is...
forget and accept
changes and adapt....


life is ranking

without ranking..
you are the one being looked down
without ranking
everything seems wrong
without ranking
that;s no competition
without ranking
that's no suffering....