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Saturday, May 23, 2009

confusing day

today i really feel very happy
i can go out with peggie..
when she kiss my chick
i feel very nice..
i think this will be a fabulous night...but...
when i reach home...
my mom keep on murmuring me
she even check my thing without my permission...
well..
then she ask where my 200 ringgit go...
that one i early at college already got tell her i take money
she never trust me
i feel very suffer..
she even say she is my mom..
the one who grow me up with money
she can know everything about me
can check me..
no need respect
i am the one who need to respect her only...
what reason is that
she still i 13 or 14 years old
ya definitely i not old
but i also consider at more than 18
got own thinking
she cannot always think that
i am a child
must under control
she at least have to understand what is the freedom for me
dear..i hope you will not mind i sleep early tonight..
i know you sure understand me...

3 comments:

Peggie said...

THE COLOUR OF MY LOVE

I'll paint my mood in shades of blue
Paint my soul to be with you
I'll sketch your lips in shaded tonesDraw your mouth to my own
I'll draw your arms around my waist
Then all doubt I shall erase
I'll paint the rain that softly lands on your hair
I'll trace a hand to wipe out your tears
A look to calm your fears
A silhouette of dark and light
While we hold each other oh so tight
I'll paint a sun to warm your heart
Swearing that we'll never part
That's the colour of my love
I'll paint the truth
Show how I feel
Try to make you completely real
I'll use a brush so light and fine
To draw you close and make you mine
I'll paint a sun to warm your heart
Swearing that we'll never part
That's the colour of my love
I'll draw the years all passing by
So much to learn so much to try
And with this ring our lives will start
Swearing that we'll never part
I offer what you cannot buy
Devoted love until we die

Peggie said...

a complicated feeling....not willing to leave u..
but..i will listen u...dont let it affect my study.i promise.

do take care of yrself, dear.ok?
i cant warrant our love will not lost.i dont know u will leave me or not..just depend of fate la..
IMU

Unknown said...

u must have confidence..dear